You will always be in my heart. You will always be on my mind. I will always feel this way. I’m just hoping that things will go the way that we would both want it, but I can’t have my hopes up too high because what if things don’t go the way I would want it. I’m just trying right now. Trying as hard as I can. It’s hard, not because of you, not because I’m forcing myself because I’m not, but because my feelings are so strong that it hurts, but I know I’m doing this for the better. I have to stay positive. I miss you every second.